At boulevard( boulevard of broken dreams shopping complex??)

yesterday, i went to boulevard with two of my aunts and my cousin. of course we would be waliking around like mad looking at this and that! hmm.... actually....no. if it is, it won't be me. i'm no shopper. Anyway, coming to the topic children cancer...

there's this small fund raising thing going on nearby the entrance to the bouleverd supermarket(where you buy groceries and stuff). i was waiting for the "women" and a small idiotic "boy" with my cousin who is already tired of walking. Well, yes it's quite a strategic place for having a small fund raising. and for your info its SCCS, also called sarawak children cancer society. They have this long posters or brochures? about child cancer and after reading it, i felt sad and also in some way touched that they're doing this for the sake of those poor childrens.thinking of donating, i waited for my family members to finish their shopping and give me some money to donate which is like...years!!

At last after too many minutes, i found my grandma and quickly asked her for money to donate. she gave me RM1. Though i'm sort of dissapointed(they give a golden ribbon for those who donate more than RM10), i just took it and donate. i'm just trying to help but if my grandma gave ma a 10 i would be happier. ha ha ha.

well....before that, i went to popular bookstore. Bookstores are my sanctuary!! it's heaven!! i fond this book called grotesque by Natsuo Kirino which seems to be so interesting i wanted to rip of the wrapping and read it immediately and bring it back home!!! I was alone then because everyone's at another place looking for something and due to my lack of interest i went to my sanctuary.when my mum came i told her about the book and wondered if she could get it for me. She said an answer which is normally heard by me and it's a "NO" ( Cries and cries with unstoppable stream of tears flowing out). Next time, I'll bring my own money out..then i can buy all the things i want. HALELUJAH!!!!( i didn't bring any money that day) the book costs RM39.90 and it has a 20% discount for members(boo!! i'm a member) so, that means...if i brought my money and card, i can get the book cheaper than it's original cost!! ( Cries again with unbearable screams)

Well......................that's all for yesterday. i've got nothing really interesting. for those who have read it before..please don't mind leaving me coments about it. >~<

A Poem for The Withering Rose

A Poem For the Withering Rose.

I walked along the dark street,

The street was lit by a lamp,

And I knew that,

It would never be bright again.

The letter I wrote,

I recalled as I walked,

To all my peers and relatives,

To myself and my heart,

To bid them farewell ,

My last goodbye.

To let them know,

I'll be watching over them,

From the furthest star,

In the beautiful night sky,

To embrace the smile on their faces,

And the warmth that I would miss.

I entrust them my heart,

To always remember and cherish me,

Forever in their own deep red core.

And I walked along,

Recalling that.

The elavator I rode,

Went to the highest floor,

I went to the edge,

And saw the beautiful night lights,

And the people, looking like timid ants.

I looked to the moon,

And said a silent prayer.

I jumped,

And the wind I felt on my face,

Was refreshing and,

I started to smile,

All the memories,

And all the beautiful moments,

Rushed through my head.

I lay on the gray pavement,

Dead and nothing more.

On my face there was a smile,

A smile so deep,

It can never be wiped off.

I looked out from my window,

Imagining myself dead,

On the pavement road.

I decided not to end up in that state,

Running away won't get anything solved,

It's better to stand up front,

And face it.

And also,

I could then see the smile on their faces,

And smile back in retuurn.

And touch and feel the warmth,

Of the beloved.

It will not end yet,

This journey.

I will face all of it,

Every single thing to the very end,

Because,

This is life.

Dedicated to all the weak hearted and beloved ones around.

Songs!

Just recently downloaded brand new breeze by kanon and disarm dreamer by aki misato. so happy!! Yay! i still can't find some songs that i want though. Boo... So sad de...Will be seeing La corda soon!! get to see tsukimori, ryoutaro and hihara!! yay! good looking....>< Don't worry emi, hihara and tsukimori's still yours. I'm really surprise that i didn't turn into a Shimizu-zombie today!Hmm....I watched genshiken 2 again.............................

>~< ha ha!!! i'm a really horrible person! ( Laughs hysterically like a maniac from Mars or wherever a planet is)

Jinnai Craze!!

This is Jinnai from Purikyu- mangaka is motomi kyousuke.If you had read the manga then you know who Jinnai is. All of a sudden i found him "kakoii" after reading the manga several times over and over after buying it. Tousen, I'm still a loyal supporter of Chiaki-sempai!!!He's still no.1. Jinnai with his sort-of -shock- look.

Looking angry and fustrated??

Blusshing and silently smilling~ kakoii!!
Eating or should i specifically state it as biting an ice cream

His concerntrating look

This is a drawing my friend gave to which i begged her to(drastically).

Genshiken 2

Hullo!!! Shelly!! Yay for you!

i bought genshiken 2 on sunday and i "hut" them "kaw kaw"in 1 day ha ha! That's me. I need to see the series finish in one day or i'll feel upset. hen kana? ha ha! It's about otaku! like me! yes! otaku means nerd. it isn't bad. quite interesting though it has some ecchi content. ha ha! Crazy!!

if ecchi is a very unknown word to you, not to worry. you'll now it soon. especially edith! her favourite one ah...

tell ya latter! have fun guessing it first. it's easy

Great! test is coming in 2 weeks time! that sucks big time.need to study lo. although i say that, i never did! this shows how horrible i am. time to die!

to make myself concentrate, i have a bet with ah san che and emi, and imagining myself going to japan if i get all As'. ha ha!

anyway, that's all for today.

answer for ecchi: sexual content ~!~ aaagggghhhhhhh!!!!!

The virgin blogger blogs now!!!

i've never blog before. this is my first time of course. ha ha. very sakai de. well, i guess having a blog is quite common or should i say too common. . . well who cares?! i have one now! Yay!!!

To dearest Edith, i already have a blog! be glad for me, hahaha!!

That's all for now.!!!!