Fun at Camp Permai!!!!!

my shadow in the water

that's my name!

Ain't it beautiful!?!?!?

Blured kites

A sand tortoise!!! i don't know who made it.

Encountering some greens' on the way to permai



That's me! ha ha ha
how'd my cousin get in there? i myself had no idea

yep, as i typed for my title, i had fun in camp permai! what do i mean by "fun' you ask? i went kayaking! in fact i was so engrossed in thoughts of kayaking and that i'm right now kayaking that my brain actually went a little haywire. but it was so fun!!!!! i also brought my novel along, thinking that if i'm overly bored i get to enjoy reading my book indulging in the greens' and browns' and rocks around me, but nope. i didn't read a single word. ha ha. First we sort of played with a kite. and then i was full of boredom! don't get me wrong. i love nature!! i like being at the beach enjoying the beautiful scenery. it's just that i wasn't in the mood. my brain was actually thinking about kayaking. in fact it was the only reason for me to go there.undoubtly, i can call it the most memorable trip to the beach of my life!! i love kayaks!!! i 'kayaked' for three times. my cousin too! they say it's tiring. i say it's fun! hey, i wasnt just sitting there letting the others 'oaring' me. i did it too. ok, it was tiring but i still enjoyed it.they say i'd get muscle aches in within 2 days. i didn't care! if i get muscle aches i wouldn't mind it all!!! wee!!!! i wanna go kayaking again!!

hatred!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

this are the pics that i took of the "curse paper'.it's sort of ruin, thanks to mavis who teared it out of anger and frustration. another evidence of hatred!!!!

i hate this particular guy so much i fell like strangling him.he is a preposterous and an idiot!!!!!!!!he is so horrible i want to tear his mouth apart. why is our class so unlucky?? why of all classes must we landed into this horrible trash can bumpskin!!!he doesnt know how to teach at all!!!!ok.. he is good in math, but he has no idea how to teach us students!!!! What luck?!!?!?!?our results in our math were so horrid, proving how useless his teaching are to us!!!!and he blames our former teachers in form 1's and 2's!!!!and also us!!! saying we didn't try hard enough and onlyplay around!!what the hack!!!!you think you so smart ha?!?!?!?genius you are!!!?!?!?!?! my arse!!!!!!that's just total bs!!!!!!!just because he has this high post in school doesn't mean he can just push us around!!!!this air of authority is useless to us!! it would never work!!!nearly the whole class hates him.99.9% round it off and it 100%!! see how much he is despised!!!!???!total idiot!! to release our anger, my friends and i cursed him on a piece of paper while he was babbling non-stop about how ridiculous our math results are!?!?!?!unable to stand his mouth!!!!he even blackened the"+"sign as if we are so blind!!!!! it's his fault our results are this poor. when we ask him something that he we don't understand he says" you should understand. you are the 2nd best class here." and he move on to the next topic without teaching us anything!!!!!how are we suppose to understand like that!?!?!?!? you tell me!!!that's ridiculous!!!he didn't teach us the things that would come out in our test also!!! how can we score!!!!?!??!!??fuck that guy!!!!idiot!!!!!!!!!!KImi wa koraeru janai da!!!!!kimi wa hyaku-man no pacent wa kidai da na!!!!!!urusei da na!!!!ano baka!!!kirai da ano mekuso!!!inu-chan!!!ano oni wa baka da na!!!!!!!!!i'm so furious here!!!! stab! die! smoked!barbecue!beaten!slap! bwa ha ha ha ha!!!!1

Letting my imagination run wild. or.. too wild?

ok...
here's the story, some of my friends have heard this and some have not. Anyway let's get to the picture. although i changed it a bit..

Imagination 1

One day a girl was at her tuition canteen which is packed with people buying an ice cream. She tore the packet open and was squezzing her way out of the crowd when she tripped on someone's foot and fell, sending her ice cream flying in the air. She fell to the floor with a loud thud but when she looked to the floor her ice cream was no where to be found. Suddenly...
"Who's ice cream is this? i'll eat it if no one wants it?" a guy screamed. it seems that this guy saved the ice cream from getting splat to the floor instead of the girl.hmm.. i guess this proves how much food is important to us isn't it? ha ha
"it's mine" the girl shouted. and that's how eveything started. the end.

Imagination 2

A couple was walking nearby a beautiful stream ant there stood a swing.the guy had with him a violin. the girl sat on the swing and swinged herself, enjoying the breath-taking scenery when suddenly she heard ave maria played by the guy.( it sounds wonderously beautiful when this song is played with the violin. just hope the guy knows how to play it!)and... ain't that romantic!!!

I do not know what's wrong with this piece of brain of mine??!!!. it' s just prone to this let's-drift -away-into-imagination-land-sickness!!!all this came out in tuition.

inference: tuitions are the source of my inspiration.
answer: totally not!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and yes...for the 2nd imagination, my friend edith added"he gave her ring" wel.. let me beautify that: He played the song finish and walked towards the girl. he knelt down and gave her a diamond ring which shone so beautifully that her eyes nearly got blind from it's sparkle! ha ha. the end.
notice that i like to use the word the end. hmmm....i like that word! finally they got married. before that he needs to bring her to an optimetrist!

A conversation regarding english and shit

E : How many shit can she shit if she can shit shit?
R : Too many shit until the one who shit also have to shit through the mouth and never stop shitting.
E : Is shit much or many? Funny lor.
R :If shit is uncountable then you use much. If shit is countable you use many . It seems we are learning english with shit.
And...that's the relationship between english and shit.
Next day.....english test!
(based on a true conversation)

At boulevard( boulevard of broken dreams shopping complex??)

yesterday, i went to boulevard with two of my aunts and my cousin. of course we would be waliking around like mad looking at this and that! hmm.... actually....no. if it is, it won't be me. i'm no shopper. Anyway, coming to the topic children cancer...

there's this small fund raising thing going on nearby the entrance to the bouleverd supermarket(where you buy groceries and stuff). i was waiting for the "women" and a small idiotic "boy" with my cousin who is already tired of walking. Well, yes it's quite a strategic place for having a small fund raising. and for your info its SCCS, also called sarawak children cancer society. They have this long posters or brochures? about child cancer and after reading it, i felt sad and also in some way touched that they're doing this for the sake of those poor childrens.thinking of donating, i waited for my family members to finish their shopping and give me some money to donate which is like...years!!

At last after too many minutes, i found my grandma and quickly asked her for money to donate. she gave me RM1. Though i'm sort of dissapointed(they give a golden ribbon for those who donate more than RM10), i just took it and donate. i'm just trying to help but if my grandma gave ma a 10 i would be happier. ha ha ha.

well....before that, i went to popular bookstore. Bookstores are my sanctuary!! it's heaven!! i fond this book called grotesque by Natsuo Kirino which seems to be so interesting i wanted to rip of the wrapping and read it immediately and bring it back home!!! I was alone then because everyone's at another place looking for something and due to my lack of interest i went to my sanctuary.when my mum came i told her about the book and wondered if she could get it for me. She said an answer which is normally heard by me and it's a "NO" ( Cries and cries with unstoppable stream of tears flowing out). Next time, I'll bring my own money out..then i can buy all the things i want. HALELUJAH!!!!( i didn't bring any money that day) the book costs RM39.90 and it has a 20% discount for members(boo!! i'm a member) so, that means...if i brought my money and card, i can get the book cheaper than it's original cost!! ( Cries again with unbearable screams)

Well......................that's all for yesterday. i've got nothing really interesting. for those who have read it before..please don't mind leaving me coments about it. >~<

A Poem for The Withering Rose

A Poem For the Withering Rose.

I walked along the dark street,

The street was lit by a lamp,

And I knew that,

It would never be bright again.

The letter I wrote,

I recalled as I walked,

To all my peers and relatives,

To myself and my heart,

To bid them farewell ,

My last goodbye.

To let them know,

I'll be watching over them,

From the furthest star,

In the beautiful night sky,

To embrace the smile on their faces,

And the warmth that I would miss.

I entrust them my heart,

To always remember and cherish me,

Forever in their own deep red core.

And I walked along,

Recalling that.

The elavator I rode,

Went to the highest floor,

I went to the edge,

And saw the beautiful night lights,

And the people, looking like timid ants.

I looked to the moon,

And said a silent prayer.

I jumped,

And the wind I felt on my face,

Was refreshing and,

I started to smile,

All the memories,

And all the beautiful moments,

Rushed through my head.

I lay on the gray pavement,

Dead and nothing more.

On my face there was a smile,

A smile so deep,

It can never be wiped off.

I looked out from my window,

Imagining myself dead,

On the pavement road.

I decided not to end up in that state,

Running away won't get anything solved,

It's better to stand up front,

And face it.

And also,

I could then see the smile on their faces,

And smile back in retuurn.

And touch and feel the warmth,

Of the beloved.

It will not end yet,

This journey.

I will face all of it,

Every single thing to the very end,

Because,

This is life.

Dedicated to all the weak hearted and beloved ones around.

Songs!

Just recently downloaded brand new breeze by kanon and disarm dreamer by aki misato. so happy!! Yay! i still can't find some songs that i want though. Boo... So sad de...Will be seeing La corda soon!! get to see tsukimori, ryoutaro and hihara!! yay! good looking....>< Don't worry emi, hihara and tsukimori's still yours. I'm really surprise that i didn't turn into a Shimizu-zombie today!Hmm....I watched genshiken 2 again.............................

>~< ha ha!!! i'm a really horrible person! ( Laughs hysterically like a maniac from Mars or wherever a planet is)